i feel something lost

i feel alone

i feel i'm bad

i feel no one can understand me SO WELL 

i feel i'm sucks

i feel i'm just a stupid person 

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i need the old "hajar" 

i need my BIG laughter back

i need my ANNOYING smile

 i need my happiness

I NEED EVERYTHING THAT I  TRULY NEED IT 

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ya Allah, i know that i'm too far from you. forgive all my wrongdoing. i feel so frustrated with my ownself. i know that i need to change to be a better muslimah. i know that Allah just wanna test me now. i need to be more patience , insyaAllah Allah will give something that will make me happy in future :')